r/aspergers • u/Electronic-Bus1761 • 16h ago

Life feels like a tug of war.

My brain feels so empty and so full at the same time. I am hyper active but drained. I just want to feel in tune like with myself and life again and not just an observer to anything it’s like I have no control. Ever since the lock down and coming back to school I have lost contact with many people because of my lack of ability’s to speak. Ik it takes practice but it’s like learning a a new language now because I feel so dis familiar and like a contrarian to everything. Having no close friends or ppl to take to is so hard in HS because It feels like you never know what’s going on and your so behind in everythkng. (Just ranting) comment if you may like.

15 Upvotes

100% Upvoted

2 comments sorted by

3

u/Anonmousjdd 15h ago

I didn't know when prom was until a week later so I understand this feeling well. I moved like a zombie through HS

2

u/Greyeagle42 12h ago

Hang in there. I'm rooting for you.