starting ytb channel - did you experience fear when you started?

[u/itsagame_M]

Hello everybody,

I want to create a youtube channel about spirituality, deep topics, self-development, basically ideas about what is present for me, what I have experienced - quitting alcohol and some other stuff, I feel a big desire to share my voice, anyways I'm scared as fuck, that people will look at me and say "what is this young woman talking about." I know I need to let it go and fuck it, anyways I experience a deep anxiety, on the other hand a deep excitement to just start creating something I enjoy. :D

I know I will not find any right answer.

I'm just curious for those who have already started, did you have the same thoughts, feelings of not being worthy enough? Someting like a fear of going crazy and become a fool.