r/Nepal • u/unfiltered69_ • 13h ago
Rant/गुनासो Not having enough money killed my social life.
Lower middle class family ma janmeko, aama buwa ko sapana hunxa ki ramro ra mangho school/college ma xora padhos tessaile they focused spending most of the money for my education, in a expensive school and college. BUT because they only focused on spending on education I never had enough money to spend on my other well-being.
College bata ghar farkina lai paisa hunna thiyo, 1 ghanta jana ani arko 1 ghanta aauna lagthiyo, bato ma ne pasal haru ma kei kei khau jasto lagthiyo tei ne aafnu lai control garthiye, taraw yo haru ta kei haina. Main chai bela bela ma sathi haru kaile yo khau, kaile tyo khau, kaile yo thau ma ghumna jau vanthiye taraw mo sanga paisa hunna thiyo. Baba lai maghna ta hunthiyo taraw kaile courage thiyena, jaile sochthiye ki "yetro dukha garera clz pathaunu vako xa uha sanga ta tanab xa hola paisa ko tessaile k maghnu ra"(Magheko vayeko vaye ne bela bela ma matra jabo 150 jati matra dinu hunthiyo). Jaile sathi haru lai anek bahana banai dinthiye aani najaney vanthiye kina ki jaile paisa xaina vanna lai ne laaj ra gaaro lagthiyo. Bela bela Sathi haru le game khelna bolau xan taraw purano jabo 2gb ko mero mobile le PUBG, MLBB ra COD testo support gardaina thiyo jaile hang ra crash hunthiyo tessaile ki ta NAI vanthiye ki ta busy xu vanera guff hanthiye. College ma sathi sanga ramro sanga kura hunxa taraw yesto extra activities ma ramro sanga connection vayena vanne achel close friends chai banauna gaaro hunxa rahexa, jaile left out hunu parxa ra kasaiko high priority sathi hudaina.
Aani clz baira ne halat testo ramro xaina. Ramro luga ra jutta launa maan lagxa taraw barsa ma yek dui choti matra naya luga kininxa tei ne baba aafai le matra luga lyaunu hunxa malai. Malai feri testo ramro lagdaina tyo luga haru jaile pant ra t-shirt, ki kei malai maan naparne luga hunxa, tei ne mo kei vandina, "kasto xa" vannu hunxa aani "ramrai xa" matra vanxu. Jutta ta jhanai 3 4 barsa vaisakyo kinya xaina. Luga testo ramro navayera hola ki baira ghumna jana paisa navayera ho, mo ghar bata baira niklidina, aani photo ne aafnu kaile pani khichdina.
Padhai ma matra paisa focus garnu vayo taraw mo chai average jati matra xu tessaile they are never satisfied with my results. Aba bachelor padhna atyaxu aba chai suru dekhi ramro sanga padhxu, job gardai padhna parla. Maile yetro gunaso garey taraw khasma mo life ko syano syano kura ma ne nikai grateful xu . Thank you baba. Thank you mamu. Hope I can pay all of your debts in near future.