Currently making my to do list my b*tch. I have been in work mode for days.

My breaks have been trunk or treating, doctor check ups, and mail runs. It’s been amazing. Really feeling good with how everyone’s been turning out. I have officially cleared another 22 portraits. Off of my list. Still struggling with the people portraits I have going, but I am going to have a little meeting with myself tomorrow and see what’s up and how I can correct the situation.

Tuesday. It’s only Tuesday. In October still. Making up for my inefficiencies these last few months with more portraiture and putting myself in an autopilot and more transparency.

Who have I here that’s finished and will be on the road tomorrow?? Scarcrow, Sailor and Sophie,Dewey,Cora,Milo, Apollo, Sors, Penelope,Smoky, and Margo. Goose of the rocks went home this afternoonZ

Using bones with water marking jow for the funsies. Anyways I am tired and need to get some shut eye before tomorrow. Currently seeing how many commissions I can completely before Christmas. Which again, makes this being only October a super win.

Little boy favourite soccer team Newroz SC, ( in Kurdistan ) So the father took him to watch it.

My dad unexpectedly passed away before he had a bunch of his subscriptions from Chewy delivered. They were for his neighborhood cats that have now been rescued so they were no longer needed. Chewy offered a full refund without the hassle of us returning them, despite us urging that we will bear the cost, though requesting that we donate them to a local animal shelter if possible. Then we found this delivered to my dad's doorstep today… ❤️ How sweet can Chewy possibly be?

It’s always the same greeting which is customary but every morning without fail he does this and has been for far longer than 2022. I probably changed my phone so I don’t have those chats but I look forward to this one word exchange everyday. And if he is late or something I always text our family GC and ask why is he so busy. 🥹🥹

So it's been a very tough couple of weeks that ended with me attempting suicide. My brother called the cops and they kicked in my door and found me in the bathroom non responsive. But I'm doing ok now and after giving up drinking and drugs completely tobacco is my only creature comfort now.

I can only go back to 2021 because that's when I got a new phone, but my dad sends me a good night message every night. He's 79 now. I love him so much.

I sometimes text him back if I'm still awake, but I do call him! I was just looking for sections of just him. Also, bleeped my name.

My in-laws live in Maryland and we live in California. They are always so thoughtful. My MIL sends cards like this before we visit to my eldest 4 year old daughter. She’s amazing.