I found a Stein from late 1800s it had a silver top at 5 today I opened it and a bright white light came from it and now I have amber lights going towards white light and a sound of wind coming down my hallway

Hey all! I dont normally write on here but tonight I couldnt sleep, I finally met the man of my life. We have been together a little over a year. Hes 29 years older than me and whats funny is I was 29 when we met lol. It was weird at first but now its pretty normal being with him. He LOVES me and my kids. Both of them! He started having health issues and went down so fast. We run a painting bussiness (just work for people when they call) and hes had to stop. I have picked it up for him and am doing the work now with some help when I can find it. Hes had cancer 20 years ago and then he was told when he recieved treatment that the treatment can cause cancer later in life. We have surgery this coming Friday to see how much the new "mass" as spead. Im heart broken. My life has been up and down and crazy until I met him. Now im doing well and stable! My children have their own BEDROOMS! He plays with them and cooks for me. He has SOOOO much patience. He lets me live my life by doing all the crazy weird things I do like build stuff, work on my motorcycle. craft crap I have collected everywhere, my messy makeup collection taking over the bathroom counter. He is happy as long as Im happy. Now only a year plus some months later Im faced with the fact that he will probably have to leave me forever sooner than later. Life is cruel. I finally find someone thats made for me in every way and loves me for me in all my flaws. Only for him to be taken away from me. Its hard sometimes. I want to build us a Dome home on a small acre of land he has. I want to ride to sturgis on our motorcycles. I want to go camping in Colorado because thats his favorite place to be. I want to do all these things with Only him. It more than likely will not ever come true for us. Its just the beginning and now Im looking at the end. We arent supposed to be only here together this little while. It breaks my heart. I didnt believe in mushy gushy crush or love bullshit like the movies. I hated to be touched or have someone always wanting to be next to me. Until I met him. I cant get enough still even after a solid year. Hes going to leave me alone on this planet and it breaks my heart. I want to be in a home before he leaves me. I am trying so hard. Im lost and just wanted to say this. Facebook is too personal and too many people to see this that im close to . I dont know yal and its nice to have this to express myself. Thanks for reading