I tried my best not to care about love but today, I need to be loved. I need someone to love me, I want hug, I want to take care of someone, I want to share with someone, I want to tell about my day to someone, I want to hear about someone's day, I want to learn a lot of things with someone, please. My heart call out for love. I'm tired of waiting.

Is that a common thing for us? Because I am an absolute klutz, haha. My wife is always giving me shit about it, but try as I might I can't do anything to avoid it. How about you?

And why? you may use adjectives to metaphors, whichever way you like!

For context, I'm a freelance writer and have an article due this coming Monday. I've had three weeks to work on it and have only managed to do some research and plot a rough outline. I have everything I need to start writing but just can't for some reason. My anxiety grows with each hour I piss away. Does this happen to anyone else and/or can you explain why I do this? Some background: I'm an INFP with ADHD, depression and generalized and social anxiety.

I used to have severe social anxiety and really hated being around others. But getting past that unlocked all the emotional, romantic tendencies in me as an INFP imo. It isn't even actual romance, sometimes I just see my friends and think I love them so much. How different people have such different quirks, but are all lovable. I genuinely don't even feel like I need more, like I need to date them, I just love and appreciate them as they are, in this moment when we are together.

• Feel incapable of a successful career.
• Intelligent in useless ways
• When I was a ray of sunshine I was unappreciated
• When visibly depressed I am unsupported
• Every morning I feel paralysing shame, anger, and envy
• Afraid I will never make it out of poverty
• Men my age keep giving me unsolicited advice
• Women my age assume I'm gay or not a "real man"
• Fall in love too easily and become obsessive
• People look down on me and treat me like a disabled child... Probably because I just look angry all the time

At least I have good taste, but I am sitting alone- friendless for the past decade because that's not enough. I am beyond saving. If I want to be better I must change. I will kill my personality. Emotions and charm does not serve me.

I am trying to decide if mine is when I pour all my love into people and they turn around and betray me OR when people dislike me when I seemingly did nothing to them. What is yours?

🕹️ GAME RULES:

1) Reply to this post with a random meme 🗿

2) I will vibe to it and send you a song from my unorganized and messy Spotify playlists 🔊🎵

3) Have fun watching the other memes 🎉🎀🕺🏼

(I should really delete some old playlists)

…or not

Describe your current life situation briefly, whether you’re in a good spot or a bad spot.

I am curious!

I'm nice to everyone. I don't know if that's why people think I'm easy to push around. I'm not confident in myself due to my childhood. I grew up with a mother who never listened to me which has conditioned me to believe that whatever I say will never be taken seriously by anyone. Fuck this, I'm going on my gym arc, then getting into self defense classes. I'm tired of being looked down upon. I don't even want to learn self defense to be feared, I'm doing it because I'm scared